I have been waiting to say this to you and even more for quite a long time now but when there is too much to say its better to write than to speak.
I remember the first time i met you. It was the best moment of my life. When i saw you, you seemed like a tiny angel. You seemed to be having the same difficulties in life that i was having then. Some force of attraction gave me the courage to approach you. I could not understand it then, but the time we spent together was so enchanting that each moment without you felt like a small forever.
I wish you knew the way i felt whenever I looked at you. I wish you knew my heart would melt when i thought of me and you. I wish you knew the pain you caused when i chose to love someone new.
The first time we said, “Hello,”
it felt as though pterodactyls were flapping their wings against the corridors of my stomach.
That day, Cupid didn’t have an arrow large enough to hold a love this size,
so he hijacked a plane and flew it into my chest.
You make me want to jump off the highest building in Nairobi just to prove that I’m invincible with you next to me.
I’m saying like, don’t text me or instant message me.
Trust, it’s important that I hear your voice today.
It’s crucial that we speak today.
And if I was to say that I really, really, really wanted to get to know you that would just be an understatement.
I want to pour your thoughts in a wine glass and sip them slow and strong like I’m going on vacation.
I want to light candles,
and bathe for hours in secrets that you just never had the courage to say out loud already,
I’m ready to grab onto your dreams and jump into a pool head first just to see if hope still floats.
I want to float next to you.
I’m talking, ten feet above cumulus clouds so no-one can rain on our parade.
As if the only card game we understand how to play is spades.
And if I win, you have to let me fall in love with you.
But if I win, all you have to do is let me fall in love with you
You see, if I could, if I could, I would sing a song for you.
If I could, I would write you a poem.
If I could, I would sample your smile,
and then let my heart beat the baseline
and we would create the greatest love song whenever we stand next to each other. I want to be your exe boyfriend’s stunt man and do all the things he did not have the audacity to do.
I want to tell you how much you mean to me. I know i have not seen you in a while but i miss you. I miss you the same way the sun misses the flower, like the sun misses the flower in the depths of winter intead of beauty to direct its light to, my heart hardens like the frozen world your absence has banished me to.
Hope, hope guides me its what gets me through the days and especially through the nights the hope that after you are gone from my sight, it will not be the last time i look upon your face.
Like a sparkling crystal vase you are delicate, fragile and precious to me. I get lost in your dark deep eyes that look so beautiful against your fair skin. I love to be close to you and i want you to feel the same about me.
Here is my life’s story. Until you came into my world there was nothing but darkness and gloom. My world was missing the clouds, the sun, the stars and the moon. I never believed in magic but you appeared from thin air. I thought i would be lonely in life but now am a complete a pair.
You make me who i am at this point. Mold me in every way. There is not a precious moment where i dont want to give you my entire day. The passion between us is strong ferocious to those that see. The feelings that are shared between us. Me for you, and you for me. I came to realise i am hopelessly in love with you.
I know i am not perfect but i thrive to see you smile. You have this seductive smile that always gets to me. Your lips so soft and red the thought of kissing you is stuck in my head. Your beauty so bright and warm shinning through the darkest storm. Your beauty so enchanting intoxicating to those that see. Just give me a chance